deprivation of my mind

from my heart
mind gone out
where?
the world she wish
yes
i know
mind gone
why?
frustration?
lose?
calmness?
no idea
i know only one thing
when i lost my mind
i cant think
i cant write
i cant speak

without she
i cant live
i cant live
come back my mind
come back
i will not kill you dear
becoz i love you
and i want my pasts
yes i want my pasts
for think and react
yes come back

come back

hi my viewers
after a long silence
i came back
with my active participation
in this wild imagination
i wish to publish my wild iamginations again
regards
your
inspirations

nothing special

last two three months i was in the mode of a pupae
so now i start my writings again

revolutions

i changed my way of thinking
to death to mind
please enjoy
with love
your inspiration

Mind

Like rain...
The stealing rain of monsoon
Rain in the intervals…
The mind…
That was mine…

Like the rain clouds in the sky
Like the roaring of the night rain
Filled with sorrows, explosions
And some happiness

One day….
My sorrows and difficulties
The intolerable pain in my mind…
Abandoned me…
To that old mythological name
Loved ones called me in ridicule.
Yes… that name…
In the depth of dualism…
I can’t impede my mind
To identify the abandoned
Of the mind that has gone…

An effort, a waste effort
Brought me in front of the psychologist.
He tried to return my mind back,
In that late hours,
Like rain in the intervals…

Voice from the Darkness

When the last ember of light disappeared
I descend the soul of darkness
Courage in my heart
In that utter darkness,
I saw my friends.

Look
That is my dear friend,
The loss of November.

The truth of death
Comes from the garden of Heaven
He told us the beauty of death,
The freezing numbness….
Starts from the toes…

He calls me,
To the eternal world of love
No deception, no pretense.

In that world of love
There is no mistrust
There is peace,
There is calm,
There is trust,
Empathy
And values…

Poem

Some Inept Thoughts

My blues are dark and deep
They don't flee from my life
The smiling face, hiding my blues,
The silent death, that comes true
I can't accept even now.
My dear friend, are you dead?
I can't accept this fate of yours.
It is not fate, it is not natural.
Where are you now?
Tell me and come to my dreams...
Like our good old days
Those cheerful evenings....
I won't forget, I won't forget
I won't forget you... I can't....